I feel really sad and I keep crying. I hate crying because I feel so weak and vulnerable and it's horrible. I'm tired of my brother making me feel bad about myself. I love him always but he is such a shit brother. Isn't an older brother supposed to look out for his little sister? Isn't he meant to get bullies to leave her alone, instead of ignoring her and waiting for one of his friends to stop it. Isn't he supposed to be there for her?
I wish we had the perfect family picture everyone presumes we are.
