30 Day Letter Writing Challenge

Day 1 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain 
Day 2 —  A Deceased person you wish you could talk to 
Day 3 — Someone you wish could forgive you  
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — Your Crush
Day 12 — Your Best Friend
Day 13 — Your parents
Day 14 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush 
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

Reading Festival

8 more days until I'm at Reading Festival! So so so excited! Thought I'd make a list of the bands I'm very excited to see...

Friday
The Cure
Paramore
Crystal Castles
Coheed & Cambria
The Maccabees
Hadouken
Lady Lykez

Saturday
Florence&The Machine
Enter Shikari
OFWGKTA
Billy Talent
Katy B
Azaelia Banks
Modestep
Lower Than Atlantis
We Are The In Crowd

Sunday
Foo Fighters
The Black Keys
All Time Low
The Gaslight Anthem
Two Door Cinema Club
Of Monsters and Men
Gallows
Polar Bear Club
The Flatliners
The Futureheads


yeah yeah yeah buddy!

A couple of updates...

My blog posts are usually about a certain subject, whether I've struggled with a certain meal etc and never really give an insight in to what I do in my life, it's usually the worst points, so I thought I'd write about 2 things I have done in the past two weeks that I haven't previously blogged about!

I applied for a Job at Pets At Home and didn't get it...
The first round of interviews was for the group interview, which I found incredibly difficult because it required me speaking in front of a large group of people I'd never met. I'm usually a fairly confident and outspoken person, but I found this difficult because we were all being watched. However, I did pass the first round! I got to the second round, where you do a work trial. For my work trial, I cleaned out a large amount of hamster cages and set them up for a new arrival of hamsters, and then cleaned out the Guinea Pigs cage. Their were 11 of them and I can't get over how beautiful they are! It's made me really want a Guinea Pig! But the next day after this (what I thought was successful) work trial, I received an email telling me that my application wouldn't be pursued further... Gutted!

I tried to resolve things with my ex boyfriend and he threw it back in my face...
This post kind of sums it self up in a way. I sent him a fairly long text message saying I was sorry for the recent loss of his grandfather, and that I do still want to be friends at some point and that I'm always here for him. After a while, I got a really "pleasant" reply of him saying that he had no intention of wanting to be friends again. Bit rude, and knocked me back a bit, but fuck him, I'm better off single and taking care of myself rather than chasing after him. 

There we go!

Top 10 Songs of the Week

I'm posting this now so that I don't forget later on tonight, so don't be shocked that I'm awake and functioning at 11.30 either! I think it may just be the first time it's happened (bar work) this whole Summer Holiday so far, which is an achievement I suppose?

10) The Used - All That I've Got

9) R Kelly - The World's Greatest

8) The Smiths - Pretty Girls Make Graves

7) Counting Crows - Mr Jones

6) The Black Keys - Gold On The Ceiling

5) Eminem - Like Toy Soldiers

4) Fleetwood Mac - Go Your Own Way

3) REM - Loosing My Religion

2) Paloma Faith - Picking Up The Pieces

1) B.o.B - So Good

Health

It's really annoying but lately, I keep fainting and feeling really nauseous and I'm getting pretty worried as I'm unintentionally loosing weight. Has this happened to anyone before?

"Mental Illness Problems"

I found this really interesting tumblr site, called Mental Illness Problems and in a weird way, I found it comforting that other people shared the same kind of little problems that relate to their illness. I decided I'll post a couple that I personally can really relate too, but please comment any ones you have also. I love reading things like this because it takes the loneliness away.

A Levels are so so confusing!!

Ever since I was a little girl, I always wanted to be a Vet, but since GCSE Science I completely lost faith in my abilities in Science. But recently, I've been reconsidering and have considered that in September, instead of taking Art as an AS, If I re-sat the whole year and either took:

Biology, Chemistry, Economics/Business, English Literature
Biology, Chemistry, English Literature, Physcology/Sociology

I'm fairly indecisive tho, because of how competitive Veterinary is, whether or not to pursue this. Hmmm, decisions. Someone help me?