A couple of updates...

My blog posts are usually about a certain subject, whether I've struggled with a certain meal etc and never really give an insight in to what I do in my life, it's usually the worst points, so I thought I'd write about 2 things I have done in the past two weeks that I haven't previously blogged about!

I applied for a Job at Pets At Home and didn't get it...
The first round of interviews was for the group interview, which I found incredibly difficult because it required me speaking in front of a large group of people I'd never met. I'm usually a fairly confident and outspoken person, but I found this difficult because we were all being watched. However, I did pass the first round! I got to the second round, where you do a work trial. For my work trial, I cleaned out a large amount of hamster cages and set them up for a new arrival of hamsters, and then cleaned out the Guinea Pigs cage. Their were 11 of them and I can't get over how beautiful they are! It's made me really want a Guinea Pig! But the next day after this (what I thought was successful) work trial, I received an email telling me that my application wouldn't be pursued further... Gutted!

I tried to resolve things with my ex boyfriend and he threw it back in my face...
This post kind of sums it self up in a way. I sent him a fairly long text message saying I was sorry for the recent loss of his grandfather, and that I do still want to be friends at some point and that I'm always here for him. After a while, I got a really "pleasant" reply of him saying that he had no intention of wanting to be friends again. Bit rude, and knocked me back a bit, but fuck him, I'm better off single and taking care of myself rather than chasing after him. 

There we go!

I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell.

It's really horrible when you bump into your ex boyfriend at the gym. It's even more horrible when it's him that worsened the issue with food and worsened any other problem. The fact you can stand and smile when you tore my world apart two years ago. Dickhead.